I Lied

my birthday was freakin' great

haha

Tommorow is my birthday

but it really doesn't feel like a birthday.. i mean majority of people i know really enjoy their birthdays and what not, but i dont feel special y'know. its not that i dont want to either, and i dont really know when i lost that "special" feeling for my birthday. maybe it was that as a child i never had birthday partys or maybe its that my birthdays in the summer when people don't really care for birthdays, or maybe its just that im growing up and birthdays aren't that special anymore.

well, idk how long ago i had that special feeling for my birthday, but i miss it. a lot.

July 20, 2009

i learned that


you never really know whats coming in the future, but you really shouldn't go about thinking about it too much. i guess everything seems to work itself out in the end.

July 19, 2009

i learned that


Even if a lot of crappy stuff happen in your day, or even your whole life, one of the best ways to go about fixing it, is to just pretend it never happened.

July 18, 2009

i learned that

in the end, all that matters is that you go out with a happy thought. even if its only the thought of an ice cold beverage.

Okay

so the new thing im going to do with this blog, is post 1 thing new that i learned everyday.

but it will be 1 day late for example, on january 2nd, i would post about january 1st.

it should be good.

Ok, reason for not updating often

LIFES FUCKIN' GREAT!


goodbye :)

Okay

i know i have not updated recently, or actually in a long time, and there are very good reasons for this.

1. Michael Jackson's Death.

2. Billie Mays Death

3. Steve McNairs Death

4. July 4th

5. im a lazy as* Ni**a


okay, so lets start with Michael Jackson, whether we know it or not, michael has been around these past 50 years, basically just bringing us musical orgasmic experiences from his countless singles. my dad grew up with michael jackson, and that had a big influence on my younger days, and me ending up growing up with michael jackson. Michael Jackson one of the smartest, most talented muthafuckers to ever live is now dead. his music videos, which i must say started off corny, but cool turned into mini films of epic proportions of greatness. most of his videos are kinda like broadway musicals, most of the time with one theme, that music can overcome violence. and his music has always been great, and very though out, along with the producing help of the great Quincy Jones. Now i loved michael jackson a lot, and when he passed oh boy, oh boy i was hurt. i didnt show it, but i just recently realized that its okay that hes gone, he lived a great 50 years that i wish my kids will understand how great it was.

When some people dance, and sing now, the critics are like "he dances/sings like michael jackson" Michael Jackson was so great and original and genius, that he has now become a reference and will now and forever be the King Of Pop.

is it just me, or do you guys remember jamming to smooth criminal/thriller/beat it/black or white/dirty diana/man in the mirror or more on the way to school, or walking home, or just cruising around with your pops. these timeless classics can never be matched up to, they are just great and listened to around the world. THE WORLD LOVES MICHAEL JACKSON AND SO DO I.




im too lazy to write anymore..

oh and those things about michael jackson being a raper(step brothers ftw), not true, the kid confessed.